343. happy cny

its cny again. i used to be quite excited about it, but it doesnt seem to interest me as much anymore, although its still my favourite holiday. now its just almost like another holiday to me. i remember years ago when i still thought it was extremely fun and i come home to school after cny celebration to be greeted by my grandma and aunts preparing for steamboat for reunion dinner and praying. its full of festive spirit. but the last few years, it was coming back home to nothing much but waiting to go to a restaurant for reunion dinner instead. of course, i wouldnt mind not having steamboat because i dont want to tire my family out preparing for it.

maybe its something else that i feel is lacking, or that the feeling simply just faded away. i just feel more and more adverse to holidays. i feel like i just want to attend school everyday, forever, and lead a routinal life. am i getting too accustomed to school? how do i get back the holiday spirit?

posted by datf @ 2/04/2011 11:21:00 pm